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Oh hi Tumblr. Before I begin my I’m-glad-to-be-back-and-sorry-for being-gone speech, I want to greet everyone, “Happy Easter!” :D
Yes, after almost a month of hiatus, I’m back! :) I’m sorry for being missing in action for the past weeks. Thank you for everyone who dropped me messages while I’m gone. ♥ Don’t worry, while I was away, I still kept in mind to blog about the things that happened to me recently so brace yourselves with hardcore blog posting soon… hihihi.
I want to tell you that I wasn’t able to blog because I was busy with school, helping at home, or spending quality time with my family and friends but we all know that’s not completely true. :)) Of course, I procrastinated most of the time, but I did need more time with my studies this semester than the last.
See, recently I had to finish an 8-paragraph essay on the beatitudes for my Religion class. Our teacher gave us the whole week to work on it but of course, as a couch potato, I didn’t use any of that time to do work. In the end, I had to finish everything during the weekend. :/ To top that, I had more worksheets to do on Math and English so you know who to blame *cough* teachers *cough* for occupying most of my day that none is left for Tumblr.
In my own little way (just not messing up our room that much), I somehow helped at home. I also did spend more time with my family, especially now that my grandparents are with us. On my defense on spending time with friends, most of it was spent at the library, okay? We were working on our homework. ;) We all know that’s a lie too. hihihi.
- reading, which was somehow the only productive thing I did.
- trying to paint my nails, which I always fail at and in the end, I realize I just wasted most of my nail polish again. lol.
- watching movies.. yes I watched The Hunger Games! I’ll make a blog post on that. ;)
- playing Wii with my cousin and sister. We are the best gamers ever. </sarcasm> We already finished world 8 on The New Super Mario Bros. and we’re stuck at Bowser’s castle. -.- Right now, we’re also having a hard time on Rhythm Heaven Fever. gah, that Asian game has extremely high standards. Both games are fun though. :)
- and of course, endless eating. We fasted on meat during lent but once we got home from our Easter Vigil last night, we attacked and feasted on pasta and chocolates! :))
Skype, Tinychat, and Facebook. These three are my lifesavers yesterday. :) If it weren’t for them, I could have died of homesickness by now. lol.
I’m just really happy because I was able to have a video chat with my friends back in the Philippines just less than 24 hours ago. A nice talk with them is exactly what I needed since I got sick last Wednesday and I’m still not feeling that well until now. :/ I’m glad that even just for an hour or so, my friends and I got the chance to update each other about our lives. :>
It was also great to know that even though we don’t see each other personally anymore, they still remember me constantly. Some even shared me few of their secrets too which is really overwhelming. It’s nice to know they still trust me. :) And of course, just exactly what real friends should do, they complemented me. They said I got prettier and it seems like I lost weight but I assured them it’s just all camera trick. haha.
I miss these girls a lot. Lets do this more often, okay? ♥
I wish we talk more. By that, I mean just the two of us again. Just like what we did before when the rest of the group left. I don’t know why but after only two hours and thirty minutes of talking to you, just you, it felt like I knew you a lot already. You told me stuff about you and even about your family. You shared me your interests and tried to teach me things you knew. I noticed how you’re so dedicated on your goals and that is why you always achieve them in the end. It was admirable. Almost everything about you was admirable that I can’t help but notice you more after that. During that time, I told you few stuff about me too. I am not as interesting as you are but you still listened. You constantly ask me questions, mostly about my accomplishments, and you always appear to be amazed and happy for me. These reactions from you encourage me to be proud but in reality, your achievements are far greater than mine. To be honest, I can never do the things you can. :)
Since those two hours with you, we’ve never really got the chance to talk like that again. Sure, we still talk, but they’re always quick because there are always other people around us. I don’t know when we can have the chance to have a real talk again or if we’ll ever get to do so but I can’t help but have my hopes high for it anyway. I want to let you know though that no matter how quick and silly they are, our conversations are always the highlights of my days. I don’t why but the things you do always affect my day. I usually can’t help but smile whenever you call my name because honestly, I always look forward to that, everyday. And you have no idea that I die a little inside when we don’t get to talk for a day. So please, lets talk more often? :>
Oh, this is nothing. Just a compilation of the usual drama I see on Facebook. lol jk. It’s actually my cheesy girlyyy side kicking in. *shocked* Yes, I have that side for some reasons. lol. I just knew about it too recently. hihihi. But really, these are just stuff I want tell a certain person but I can’t or don’t have the courage to say. I thought of putting them here because I can’t think of anywhere else that can permit this much nonsensedrama number of letters. lol. :))
We all have those days when our hands just start to control the mouse and keyboard then, all of a sudden, Seenly or Cameroid is open. Obviously, the day I took those photos there is one of those. I didn’t want it to happen. It just did. :)) Well, I chose the option that’s best for all of us. I picked the arrangement of photos where in they appear as small as possible. hihihi.
I know I talk a lot but this post will have more talking because I’m dumping all my thoughts here.
You ready?
It’s amazing to see messages like these on my inbox. It’s really nice to be appreciated. :”> I’m glad that people find the stuff I post interesting. ♥ I wanted to reply to your messages but I thought it will be better to keep them there. I’d love to see them every time I check my messages. :)
If there’s anything you want to tell me, you can freely drop a message on my Tumblr ask and I’ll be glad to message back.
Oh February, you so-called “Month of Love.” You arrived too fast it took me a while to keep up and realize that the first month of 2012 just ended. Well, unlike people who already found their other halves, I’ll be spending this dear month of hearts and color red as usual, forever alone. :)) As February begins, you may be planning surprises and dates, but I, planned out my month’s goal list instead.
- Discard the “new girl” identity and activate real self. My second semester is starting next week so I’ll be spending the rest of the school year with new sets of classmates again. I’m hoping I’ll be known as, “Camille” instead of just being “the new girl from the Philippines.” ;)
- Strive harder. First semester ended great and I aim to end this coming semester the same way. My second semester classes-Geography, ESL C, Math, and Religion- are harder than the ones I just finished so I must really study this time.
- Procrastinate less. Maybe at least open my bag when I get home and not just spend my whole school nights in front of the laptop or my non-fiction books?
I doubt. Seriously, who am I kidding?:))) - Agree less to the Socially Awkward Penguin. If a socially awkwardness pyramid exists, I’m probably at the peak level right now. :)) I shall boost my confidence and start earning new friends.
- Stay awesome. That’s not a challenge at all. haha.
And on February 14? Oh maybe I’ll just be watching romantic movies with the love of my life, my bed. I might invite my pillows and bed sheets as well. Oh, how I’m looking forward to that day. ♥ Are you doing the same thing? :))
Kidding aside, lets go, Camille. Lets check off everything in this list by the end of the month! ;)
What does it feel like to be asked out for prom? When you see a guy starts to walk towards you with a nervous smile, do you panic or freeze? When everyone’s staring at both of you and all the girls are wishing it was them in your place instead, do you feel special? When the guy pick up his courage and finally utters the question, do you suddenly ask yourself, “Why me?” or “How did I get so lucky?” When everyone becomes so quiet and the guy shakes worriedly as they all wait for your answer, will you say “yes,” excitedly or shyly? When the crowd begins to cheer and the guy starts jumping for joy, do you wish you could just be stuck in that moment forever?
To you who finally knows all the answer to these questions, you have no idea how many girls would want to be in your place right now, so feel special. To you who asked out the girl of your dreams, you’re awesome. You were brave. You know you could have been rejected yet that didn’t stop you from letting your heart out. To you who got a “yes,” here’s your chance. You better not waste it. Treat her like a princess through out that most-awaited night and let her know how you feel. To you who got a “no,” it’s not the end of the world. If she didn’t feel your sincerity and appreciate your effort, she’s not worthy of you. Keep searching for the right girl. And to you who’s still waiting, he will come. Maybe he’s still planning or building up courage and needs a little more time so, just hang in there, dear. :)
But Prom isn’t just about being asked out and having a date. That may be a part of it yet in the end, it’s all about your friends who are going to make the night a lot more special. So for all of you attending this event, have fun, make new memories, and carpe diem.
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